The reason behind this blog: Dedication

I've wanted to do a blog for a while, but I always put it off because I was doing other things, subconsciously I was probably afraid it wouldn't get a good response. Last Sunday I received the worst news of my life, my best friend ended his life...

 He was the guy that believed in literally EVERY idea, EVERY business plan, EVERY song I wrote and EVERY risk I took. The news was unreal to me...in fact it still is, I still keep thinking I'm going to bump into him. I once told him that I was going to drop out of school and just go work and make my business plan happen, he thought that I was crazy and begged me to stay in school.
The next day he shows up at my house and tells me to call my dad, he comes and tells my dad about my idea to leave school...naturally my dad was furious and he said there was no option for me but to stay in school. He would never let me fail at anything and knowing that I was also a musician he often made me practice in front of him and he would tell me what he thought of each piece even though he didn't have a clue about music. -_-

Nevertheless, if it were not for him I would be probably working a sad 9-5 endless job with no career plans or ambitions to move forward from that work. He taught me to believe in myself and to work hard for what I want, I'm so sad to see him leave the world so soon, so this blog is dedicated to my best friend Parris McCadmn for believing in me even with my crazy ideas and weird ways, I love you and miss you and will never ever forget you and what you taught me, and even though you didn't believe in God I believe you were some sort of angel trying to look out for me.

 R.I.P Parris x

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