The reason behind this blog: Dedication

I've wanted to do a blog for a while, but I always put it off because I was doing other things, subconsciously I was probably afraid it wouldn't get a good response. Last Sunday I received the worst news of my life, my best friend ended his life... He was the guy that believed in literally EVERY idea, EVERY business plan, EVERY song I wrote and EVERY risk I took. The news was unreal to me...in fact it still is, I still keep thinking I'm going to bump into him. I once told him that I was going to drop out of school and just go work and make my business plan happen, he thought that I was crazy and begged me to stay in school. The next day he shows up at my house and tells me to call my dad, he comes and tells my dad about my idea to leave school...naturally my dad was furious and he said there was no option for me but to stay in school. He would never let me fail at anything and knowing that I was also a musician he often made me practice in front of him and he would tell ...